implant!?

I thinking about getting implants. I have been thinking about them for several years now. My fit, and because I work so much I have no . My husband has known I wanted an enhancement for over 7 years, but now he is opposed because now he knows I have a date set. He is not going to be by my side he says. I hate my body and he knows it. I feel like he is just being jealous. He says he doesn't want any more attention drawn to me. I think he is being ridiculas. I'm doing this for me, but I want someone on my side. Should I just go through with it anyway on my own?